Day back and forth

It's raining outside and the similar situation is occupying my inside as well. My health is deteriorating gradually out of no apparent reason. It's been over one month since I am discovering myself telling others often that, I am unwell. It seems my immunity power is degrading eventually. Nowadays, I don't feel that much urge to study in the afternoon like I used to do since I have arrived in this country. Most of the time a weird veil of fatigue encompasses me which prevents me from attempting any productive activity especially in the noon after taking the meal. Nevertheless, I am now determined to cast aside all these negativeness as I have realized that, until the factory which is running inside by body ceases to function forever, it will keep having it's own commotions. Hence, it's wiser not to relinquish myself for the sake of these corporal disruptions. Rather I would like to begin thinking everyday to be my final day on this earth in order to provide my best performance in any activity and my endeavor commences from right this moment.