Conflict between money-power-engagement vs unwanted-unsatisfactory nature of job

Combating an inner dual has not been that usual in my life but nowadays it has been included in my daily schedule out of a sudden occurrence of events. This internal dispute has started since I joined a job and started providing service in this land of dreamers. Previously, like many others, I also did have a preconceived notion that it is probably very easy to grab a job and earn bags of dollars in this country but the actual scenario speaks differently. Here, without a specialization you won't be able to move forward. The same applied to me as I myself managed to bag a job after one month's relentless endeavor. But in this story, all's not well as the end was not well. The nature of job made me contemplate every single day as whether I should continue it or let it go from my grip. Each day turned out to be a challenge. In fact I didn't know at that point of time, if I would go to my workplace the next day or not. I adopted my motto to be: one day at a time. It was a fact that, I aspired to work on my own, earn my own money and invest in my new apartment but how long I could put it up with when there is zero job satisfaction. Though this time I was determined to hold it tightly despite going through a massive physical labor but after some point of time it went beyond my grip. In the name of flexibility they made me do anything and almost everything which went against my will. Still I tried to endure it with utmost patience, did some negotiations with the senior positioned personnel but everything went futile as people became deaf to my words and they kept me doing work against my consent. Finally, I could release myself from the shackles of imprisonment and set myself free. Now I am light headed to take any further decision regarding my future career prospects. I believe it's better to leave the place where you know you will be uncomfortable for the rest of your life. Therefore, let's give our lives a fresh, new start from the zero level.

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